annual account

Now it has been about 360 days since i have last looked at this thing, and i noticed that it wasn't the happiest lookin' thing out there. 

I have grown a lot in the past year and those before that, but most recently I have realized how blessed i have been my entire life, and just how much more I continue to recieve.  People really amaze me the special little things they do, the time we spend, means the world and I am just so glad to be a part of it, to be living it

I have traveled abroad, seen the world, and it was beautiful.  Truth be told, I found out more about who I was then than ever before.  I lived my life for me and I like who I have become.  I found myself diminished 'neath the soaring heights of sweeping cathedrals, standing on the edges of cliffs a thousand feet tall, and have walked hand in hand with one who has given me life. 

Nothing has been more beautiful in my life than realizing what I want to live for, what i want to be, and when dark clouds move in, I thank God for sending me that chance to turn to him in all his tender love and kindness.

here's something u can comment on, just a little thought:

very rarely does it seem that somebody is both religious and political: if one person is good at one, they are bound to crap out on the other.  It seems that they pull in an opposing directions.  What is politics?  A substitute to slaughter and "barbaric" behavior?  Probably a more syndicated form of it...

But what about simple living, humble compromise and the like?  Is there something to be said for that, no alterior motives to boot?  Am a stupid hippie for thinking of that? 

I'm just so sick of everyone thinking they can solve the world's problems by bitching about them--change starts with you and me, and that's it...

peace out, have fun w/ this

Currently Playing Live at Red Rocks 8.15.95 By Dave Matthews Band see related

- dave matthes

Howdy and shouts out to all ya'll.  this is a big question mark i just wonder if anybody still reads this.  I tend to fall off the end of the world when school starts.  Architecture, I guess, or i'm just a big dork, whatev's

Today's my daddy's bday! :) yay!!!four, carry the two, seven--no he's 44 today--or is it 45...he's gettin up there!!! lol not really, but yay for him :)!!!

Search vocari night is tomorrow and i really hope i can make it so i can be on team, and BWONG is going if i have to drag him to it when i am on team!!!

So that's hey to B!, Hi to everyone and to becky who says i need to update my xanga...hmhmhmmmm, i guess it's been a while, lol--well, off to the races--I love you all and hope you have an awesome time.

Pray for me and my friends in studio--we so need it!